My health is stopping me getting the fulfillment out of life I need. I have asked for help from my doctor. This has been frustrating. Three referrals failed to get processed alone for me via the N.H.S.this year. I am still waiting. I have been deserted by my son’s father. He first left 8 years ago (Venus retrograde influence ). And comes back often but no commitment. I have been too unwell to not accept his love and support. I am also extremely isolated. I have been ill since 1998. Before this I was super woman. Ambitious hard working. And a devoted mother. I got M.E. I am amazingly strong as I have gone through so much crap all alone and am still doing so. I haven’t ventured far over the years And I feel I need to get away. Maybe a cruise. My question is will I get the fulfillment I am craving? Is there light up ahead? My positivity is starting to be compromised. Yours, Uma
Dear Uma, With Mercury conjunct the South Node in Capricorn, you have always prided yourself on being tough and able to make it on your own. However, this is an old pattern that your soul is determined to break – and often, the only way the soul can get through to us is through physical breakdowns. Your North Node in Cancer demands that you take care of yourself, physically and emotionally, as your number one priority in life.
With Venus conjunct the Moon in Pisces in your 7th house of other people, you are unbelievably kind, loving and forgiving – hence your support for charities and devotion to your children. However, this aspect also shows your willingness to keep letting your ex back into your life even though he’s not giving you what you really need. So yes, you’re receiving his support – but at what cost?
While transiting Saturn squared your Venus-Moon (most of 2015), you learned some hard lessons about setting boundaries and saying No. In 2016, Saturn will trine your 9th house Jupiter all year – so you definitely need to get away! A cruise would be great, or extended travel in foreign countries if you’re up to it. Learning a new language or otherwise studying fascinating new subjects will also help to give you a new lease on life. Broaden your horizons and have some fun – this is your time! Many blessings, Luna (Simone Butler)